as i fall down on my bed after a good soccer session,a thought crosses my mind- is there any thing that is troubling me??? why am i feeling so isolated??? the smile flashing on my face is not true. why am i numb at heart. there are so many worries erupting inside me. i am in a constant war with my inner self. i have to do something. i try to get up but in vain. i am slowly being engulfed by the monotonicity of my life. is there a way out. 'NO' is the call from my heart.i turn right an my eyes swipe through a line in the newspaper that reads "happiness is not found it is derived ". for an instant it was difficult to comprehend. i pondered over the statement for a while and then a sudden realization took me over. yes!!! i got to be happy. celebrating life. having a 'just normal' life itself is worth enjoying. i got up opened the window ,the evening sky painted orange with tinge of red and blue was radiating all the colours of the world even under the setting sun. just like one's attitude should be when his love, luck and life are at a decline. though the day came to a hault with the vault painted black, the sun was already at a rise within me..
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